Trying to be positive.

I weighed myself this morning so I could figure out how many calories I need to be eating to do my diet and just about fell off the scale. In the month from hell called December I utterly killed my exercise plan and stress ate a ton so I knew I had gained weight but I am now at the heaviest I have ever been.

The diet started Monday so now I am adjusting everything for the new weight and planning to start exercising next week. Work, eye strain, and migraines have derailed it for this week. It might be easier to do a light exercise in the morning before work and then another when I get home, so if I skip one I at least still did something. Fingers crossed this works.