Fear

January was my month of relief. The book was mostly complete and off to get packaged as an ebook. I took the month off of working on my book so I could get out of the editing rut and get my head wrapped around my characters again.

February was my month of terror. I was terrified about publishing my book. I had panic attacks thinking about how I needed to find an agent and a publisher. I still am terrified about this but I have allowed myself to have time to deal with this. I don’t have to do any of this “right now” so I am letting it idle while I try and finish the edits to my novel and plan out my next steps.

I am planning for March to be my getting shit together but as we all know plans tend to fall apart. Still, fingers crossed.

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